So for awhile now I've been wanting to get back on here and up to date with blogging. I'll sit down to write something and end up staring at the keyboard not knowing how to form the words I want to say. Or I won't even make it to the keyboard because I can't pry myself off the couch or away from my always needy little toddler. For awhile we were just been crazy busy and I didn't have time for anything extra, but over the last few weeks things have finally slowed down a little and I've found myself just feeling sad all of the time. I've decided that I might be depressed {I've been diagnosed with depression 3x before & it runs in my family}. I don't want to be depressed again and I hate taking the anti-depression pills so I've also decided that it's time I try to pull myself out of the funk I'm in.
It's time to stop feeling sorry for myself and it's time to stop feeling like nothing in this world can go right. I've got it pretty good and I need to learn how to focus on the positives again.
I have an amazing husband who is incredibly loving and supportive of me. I have a miracle baby who brings so much joy {and screaming} into this little house of mine. I'm fortunate to be able to stay at home with Wyatt and be his primary caregiver and a homemaker. I have friends again, oh how I missed having friends that lived nearby and I finally have them again :)
This list could go on forever and ever. I'm so very blessed, and while life can have ups and down it's time to stop complaining about all the downs and focus on the ups.
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