My first embarrassing mom moment

Saturday night Jared and I stayed in a hotel by the hospital so we could spend as much time possible with Wyatt.  I'm pretty sure this hotel gets used for one night stands because it was cheap, in kind of a sketchy neighborhood and the room had one mirror that went floor to ceiling and another mirror directly across the room that was low and went along the length of the bed. 
Coincidence?  I think not... ew. 
Jared was all, "I'm surprised there isn't a mirror on the ceiling." 
Me too Jared... me too...

So I was SUPER tired because my full time job now consists of being at the hospital with Wyatt and milking myself every three hours.  Except at night.  I try to skip one pumping so I can actually sleep, but my body never lets me get more than 4 or 5 hours before I no longer have a choice in the matter.  We got to the hotel aroud 11, I pumped and then we went to bed.  I made it until 4:30 before my boobs were screaming at me and I had to get up again.  I got up again to pump at 7:30 and was pretty much half asleep assembling the pump.  I was barely sitting up in the chair and was trying with all my might to just stay awake until I was finished.  After a couple of minutes I was nodding off when I realized my pants were soaked.  Confused, I looked down to realize, yeah... I never put the bottles on... so I was pumping all over myself.  I yelled for Jared to wake up and get me a towel as I turned off the pump, but as any mom knows, once the ladies get started, there's no stopping them until they're empty.  Needless to say, I made a mess.  We quickly got some bottles put on and I finished pumping.

I was so mad at myself for wasting my "liquid gold" and Jared just looked at me with this face and was all, "Poor sweetie..."

Looking back on it, it's actually pretty funny... but that whole day I felt so dumb.  I'd be okay if that never happened again.  In fact, I've decided, that will never happen again.